Double Whammy

Harini seharian cuba mengawal emosi dek unfair expectation. Kejadian berlaku pagi tadi. Macam2 nak jawab balik... The other party memang susah nak terima cakap orang. Pulangkan paku buah keras pun tak mencapai objektif AMAN. Lagi teruk jadinya nanti. Since diam tu lebih baik, so kita diam. Duduk diam2 buat kerja jer harini.

Then, petang ni kena lagi sebiji pulak. Because I can't be a better entertainer. Now, how do I deal with this double whammy today? Nak cungkil permasalahan sebenar pun tak berapa nak dapat respon. Nak cerita masalah kita pun tak berapa nak dapat respon. So diam aje lah yang terbaik agaknya.

Ada satu masalah jer yang jelas dan nyata iaitu berat dah naik semula sejak banyak training ni dan makan pun tak terjaga. Haaa... yang ni senang sikit nak selesaikan. Dah terang lagi bersuluh kes yang ni 😅Back to eat clean and suku-suku-separuh jer cara penyelesaian dia. Dan kena aktif semula... bila banyak training, masa pun kurang nak buat aktiviti.

Yang masalah lain tu, serah padaNya lah.

Makhluk Pengganggu

Tengah santai2 baring kat sofa sambil buat kerja, laptop atas perut, tiba2 ada benda berdepek dekat kaki. Tengok makhluk pengganggu versi anak dia 😲😲😲 Terkitai2 kaki nak bagi dia tercampak. Terus letak laptop di bawah dan terjun sofa. Rasanya lah gitu sebab tak perasan camana laptop dah berada atas lantai dalam keadaan selamat. Silap2 haribulan boleh tercampak tu kalau ada makhluk pengganggu ni 😅 Lega bila nampak makhluk tu jatuh dan bergerak ke bawah sofa. Out of sight, out of mind kan 😁 Tapi... masih phobia nak duduk kat sofa tu. It may take a while... for now duduk jer atas lantai or use the other sofa.

Appreciate Every Moment - Baby and Me

Rindu lah kat budak kecik bucuk masyam ni 😍 Masa baby ni, dia berak pun kita celebrate and puji pandai 😀 Dah besar nanti, expectations dah lain pulak.

Appreciate every moment in our lives. Sometimes... difficult for me to do. Always need to know the end result and find answers immediately.

Tengok movie pun cepat2 cari summary and find out the plot from wikipedia. Boring kan... tak sabar nak tau jalan cerita. However, tak dapat lah nak truly experience the suspense of the movie. Penat2 director fikir jalan cerita nak bagi thrill and suspense to audience.

Buat some task pun kadang2 terlebih worried sebab nak pastikan dapat expected end result. But I find that if I'm accountable for something, I'll be worried. Otherwise, memang boleh rileks habis. The challenge is to be like that all the time. Be in the Now.

So kena be productive and do things I want to do. Sebab ada2 masa, kena accommodate banyak perkara. This is a long winded way of motivating myself to get my ass off the couch and get things done. Macam2 benda kena buat. Jangan fikir sangat orang2 yang dirindu sampai kerja tak jalan 😅. Sebab ni lah kadang2 hubby ingat wife dia takder perasaan 😜

Self Reminder Bahagian Yang Ntah ke-Berapa

Saw this message on one of my social media source. Good as advice... we don't get everything that we want in this world.

Sometimes God closes all doors and windows. During those times it’s nice to think that there’s a storm outside and He wants to save you.
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“Sometimes God’s blessings are not in what He gives; but in what He takes away. He knows best. Trust Him.” - Unknown

Konsep rezeki ni pelbagai corak dan rentak. Ada rezeki masa, kurang rezeki kewangan. Ada rezeki kewangan, kurang pulak masa.

Bila seorang kurang sumber, Allah lebihkan pada seorang lagi. Semoga saling membantu antara satu sama lain. Begitu lah... experience and reflect.