Lil Pinky's Hurt

Yesterday, I accidentally slammed my little finger when I slammed the door of my brother's car. Ooouuuuccchhh..... It hurts so baaaddd.... Blood was dripping from my fingernail, I just can't describe how I felt at that time. I wrap my pinky finger with several layers of tissue paper until we reached home. My blood's coagulant agent seems to be working fine as the blood stopped by the time we reached home. This is how my little finger looks now. Darker today actually as the blood has dried inside the fingernails.



It was throbbing and I keep having flashes of memory when my finger was slammed against the door which makes me grit my teeth every time thinking of the pain during that moment. It also reminded me of the time when I almost cut the tip of my left index finger with a big paper cutter many many years back. The cutter went through about 75%. I can't imagine what would happen if it went through all the way. This time it's my left little finger. Actually, there have been many instances where I slammed or almost slammed my fingers when I closed car doors. I wonder how my fingers are positioned to make it possible. But it has never been this bad. I have to be careful not to knock it against anything. Typing has been quite difficult though. I'll accidentally used my pinky finger while typing or types wrongly when trying not to use the little finger.

Sigh! I have to finish typing three training materials by this week. Two by this weekend actually but that seems almost impossible now. I hope the 'minyak gamat' applied to the finger will work its magic and heal it fast.