Were there ever a time where you feel like you have nowhere to turn to? A time where you feel all alone in this world. Today is one of those time for me.
I have written few entries related to my father in the past. None of them mentioned about my good relationship with him. But today, when I'm feeling like this, I can't help but cry when I think about my situation and how I wish he's there for me. I have never felt like this. I'm not exactly alone. I have friends and loved ones who will be all ears for me. I just wonder why today, I wish I can talk to him.
"Abah, I have no one to turn to. I have been strong in the past but I wish I can be your little girl for a while."
Things happen for a reason. Maybe the series of happenings in my life lately is the beginning of something. With only his IC no., if only I know where to begin.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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