Good News v.s. Bad News

Good news: I break the board! I'm the first trainer to break the board!

We have a breaking board session in one of our training today and there was a special trainer's session afterwards. All our male trainers can't break the board. It was really a surprise after watching petite, very feminine participants breaking the board without breaking a single sweat. So size does not matter. It's whats in our mind that counts. One of us jokingly said all trainers can't go back because we can't break the board. Even jokes like that can feed negative input into our mind.

I may not be affected by that thought so much because of two reasons:-

1) Give any task to me and I'll think I can do it until I've done it and really know I can't at that moment. Even then, it will be due to some skills or knowledge that I have not acquired yet.

2) If people say I can't do it, I will prove to them that I can.

I have the video to prove it but I don't want to put it up because I can't clip other trainer's part in it. I don't want someone who knew them watch it and lead them to my blog. Habis lah like that. So no video for now until I figure out how to clip mp4 files.

Another female trainer managed to break the board and later, a male trainer joined us because he has his own session earlier and he did not hear the joke, he managed to break the board and save the male trainer's pride a little bit hehehe...

Bad news: I believe in the system. We have done all we can to fulfill the system's requirement. But the system failed us. I'm very disappointed. They did not even take the feelings of the people's involve into consideration. They must have not or the result will not be such a disappointment. We will get through this somehow. There must be other ways. There's always ways to beat the system or go around it. And they wonder why people don't want to go through the right channel.