Last Sunday, Adly turns 3. Is it really just 3 years ago? It felt like ages. I didn't forget last Sunday. A silent memory. Went out with a friend for a drink. She brought her daughter who's about the same age as Adly. I remember visiting her during her confinement. So he's supposed to be that big. Tonight, I'm thinking of my last moment in this world. Hoping it'll be in the best of circumstances... husunul khatimah. Sigh! Not enough preparation for that day. Day in, day out... lalai... lalai... lalai... asyik sibuk dengan urusan dunia. Bukannya urusan yang best pun. Hidangan manusia yang tak sama common sense dengan kita, yang sebar maklumat tak reti nak semak dulu, yang tulisan2 di media sosial membangkitkan perasaan geram dengan kebodohan manusia, kerakusan manusia, dan mcm2 lagi yang tak best dan tak penting. OMG and ter-layan benda2 tak berfaedah ni. Tapi ada hati nak jadi ahli syurga, nak kubur yang terang dan berjalan di padang mahsyar dengan senang-lenang. Hai Adly... kesian ummi awak ni. Ok... let's take a pause on self-deprecating thoughts. Syaitan likes that. No matter how bad things may seem, there's always hope for Allah's mercy.
Jangan kau risaukan masalah dunia, kerana semuanya milik Allah...
Jangan kau risau tentang rezeki kerana ia seluruhnya dari Allah...
Jangan pula kau risau soal masa depan, kerana itu semua di 'tangan' Allah....
Tetapi jadikanlah kerisauanmu hanya pada :
"bagaimana engkau berbuat Allah redha kepadamu...."
~ Sheikh al 'allamah Mutawalli as Sya'rawi rahimahullah ~
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