Tahun Special

Melangkah jer masuk tahun ni, terasa special lain macam 😅 This year will be our 10th anniversary 💖 It's a milestone in my life... in our life. Alhamdulillah di sebalik macam2 dugaan, sampai juga ke tahap ni dan kasih-sayang masih utuh dan teguh. My special man has been my pillar of strength, my best friend and my confidant. I have a big family as a gift from Him too.

Married life has not been easy. Ada hadis dari Rasulullah saw perkahwinan tu separuh dari agama. Nak dapat separuh tu bukan senang. I have not been writing about our life much. Apa2 masalah pun, jaga aib suami... jaga hati dan perasaan suami... dan jaga hati sendiri. Sharing with the world is not the answer. Dah faham sangat kawan2 baik pun belum tentu bagi advice yang baik walaupun niat mereka baik. Mereka yang nak bersorak, bertepuk-tangan, say I told you so, say padan muka pun ada. Adat dunia... fahami tu dan pandai2 lah jaga diri dan hati.

Adat kehidupan pula... dunia ni tempat dugaan. Nak dapatkan syurga Allah bukan senang. Maka kena sentiasa bersedia dengan sebarang kemungkinan. At the same time, bersyukur dengan anugerah kasih-sayang yang diberikan. Because I know how it felt like when you wanted to feel something more but it just wasn't there. Kalau perasaan tu takder, you WILL yourself to feel it pun ia takkan berlaku. Kalau perasaan berbunga2 macam musim bunga di Europe pun kalau tanpa izinNya tak ke mana. Whatever that comes from Him, he can take it back anytime. We're not getting any younger. Either one of us can leave this world just about any time. Itu pun kena bersedia juga. And no matter how much bersedia pun, nothing will prepare you when it happens. So we'll have to deal with it when the time comes.

Meanwhile, thank you Allah and may we have many more beautiful loving years to come. Tak perlu lah nak tunggu exact anniversary date nak tulis camni kan :D Life is short. Enjoy it and appreciate it all the time.