Today, class finished early. I went to the library to pick up a reserved book, only to discover I actually needed a different volume. Sigh! But thank God the library is open during this short semester break. It was a really, really thick handbook. Have to go to the library one of these days and return all the books I don't need. I've borrowed 20 already. I will certainly need a trolley to cart them to the library. I woke up at 4 a.m. this morning to complete my assignment. I've made attempts to complete them earlier but it seems the last minute pressure managed to force me to think fast for the answers. It wasn't perfect but it was better than nothing.
Yesterday was spent worrying and preparing for my training tomorrow. I should still be worried about my training preparation but too tired to think about it now. I've just taken a nap and is feeling much better. I'll prepare all the materials tonight as tomorrow I have to be off to Shah Alam early. This is a huge note to myself... next time do not take the training job if it is not really my forte no matter how people convinced me otherwise. The pressure is too much to bear especially when I have pressure from my Master's class as well. I'll have to face this pressure for 4.5 days. Even a normal training of 2 or 3 days would be tiring enough already. Remember this: Not your forte, don't do it.
It is really challenging and I'm so looking forward for end of training. Thank God we don't have classes for the next 2 weekend but I have first draft extended essay submission next weekend and research proposal draft the weekend after. I have to find time to do my extended essay during this week and I'll definitely be slaving on the essay on Saturday for Sunday submission. I also have a 2-days training the week after but since it is my area, I can relax a bit. On top of all this, I'm also worried about our house renovation. Hmmm..... worrying will not accomplish anything right! So, relaaaxxxx.... and do my best. I will really appreciate the free time once all this is over.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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