Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Missed Blogging

MODE ON: Doing my master's class homework.
REALITY: Construction noise from next door. Arrgghhh... the drilling really gets on my nerve.
SOLUTION: De-stress with blogging :)

I missed blogging tremendously. Few nights ago I couldn't sleep since I've taken a long nap in the afternoon. So I read some of my old entries. I blogged more when I was single. Of course I have less responsibilities then, and now I lived more offline than online. Events passes by without much time to blog about it despite the blogging app on my Android. I read about me complaining about the never ending work. Now, I'm still whinning about it mostly due to my master's class. Sigh! Can't wait to finish my course. And yet, I still have not find a topic for my thesis and also a supervisor. Of course, worse comes to worst, I have a lecturer who has offered to be my supervisor provided my topic is similar to his thesis paper. Hmmm... I've tried doing a proposal in one of the assignment he gave us, I almost vomit blood. So not my forte.

Anyway, I didn't intend to whine about my class. I just felt rejuvenated and refreshed after reading some of my earlier entries. It reminds me of what I'm passionate about and what are my dreams. I'm just postponing those dreams for a while till I finished my thesis. I also read about events I have totally forgotten about and people I supposedly have issues with that I don't even remember now. Try as I might thinking whom I was referring to since I don't give real names.... just description, I can't. Shows how some things won't matter after few weeks or few years. It's good to have those events written down anyway since it'll give some lessons to me many years after it has passed. I'll forget many events after I got married due to my sparse blogging sessions. But I'll take comfort in the fact that I experienced those moments and will always be creating new ones :)

The drilling sound still bothers me but I just have to continue doing my assignment. I have a briefing session for the next two days so I'll be tied up with that. Just be GUNGHO about it and block out the noise (wishing I can)...

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