I can officially say the dreaded event this week is over. True to what's been said... it doesn't matter anymore now and will be forgotten in time. Whatever brouhaha I was feeling, it's gone. All that matter is the love from my loved ones.... my dear hubby, my dear sis, my lovely boys and family members.
Why oh why does the issue seemed to loom large before? When I was going through it, everything in my mind seemed logical, whatever was said or done seemed logical. Now, I realize how stupid it was... how stupid I was. My only excuse is probably I need to go through the process to see the real picture. But in the process, I have hurt the people around me. It is easy to apologize... which I truly sincerely do because I realize I was wrong. I believe its not as easy to heal the wound. The only good thing coming out from this event is I love them even more for putting up with my emotional outburst.
I love you all... please accept my sincerest apologies.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
No comments:
Post a Comment