Bleep... bleep... bleep...

Bleep... bleep... bleep... I can't describe my feelings the moment I see the tiny heartbeat blinking on the screen. I know it's still very early. But we've succeeded the first stage i.e. seeing the heartbeat :) Please pray for us ok. It really has been difficult to determine the size and no. of weeks previously but now it's confirmed I'm at around 6 weeks.

You know, all those talk about positive thinking and law of attractions got me thinking. It's good to be positive and optimistic rather than the opposite. But, if you've met with several failures, it's hard to be positive. True, after so many failures could mean you're one step closer to success but you can't help but think this could be another failure. I've faced it in so many situations. Alhamdulillah despite not being very optimistic, I do have those moments of succees :)

I'm not gloating or anything about my state. After several failures, I'll not dare say anything till I've hold the little bundle of joy in my arms. For now, I'll take it one day at a time. I can still see the bleeping heart in my mind :) Keep beating little heart.

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