I prayed Zohor at 3:30, then I have to go out to look for blank certificate paper. I have some leftovers in my stock. I counted them twice. I have 29 pieces. Really?? 29 pieces?? Duh! Sigh! I need 30 pieces. Just for a piece of paper, I have to go out in this heat. Just for a piece of paper I might have to buy a whole stack. Double Sigh! I prayed... and Allah knows best my level of 'khusyuk'. I wanted to go out fast, just grab what I need and return before 6. I wanted to enjoy my evening in the garden. I have 2-days training starting tomorrow and I might not have the time to enjoy evening in my garden for two days.
Then, I discovered it. A piece of blank certificate paper under the printer cover. I made copies earlier so I can test printing on A4 paper to check the borders and layout without wasting a certificate paper. Yippeee... felt like jumping up and down. Alhmadulillah... Despite my level of 'khusyuk', Allah has make things easier for me. Can you imagine if I didn't check the printer, go out, buy what I need and then return to discover the piece of paper that I need? Alhamdulillah. Take care of your relationship with Him and He will take care of you. How often I hear this but sometimes I tend to take things for granted. Sometimes I forget He's always there for us. We may have no time to remember Him, we may remember Him some time, but He's there for us all the time.
I printed the certificate one by one fearing it might get stuck or printer jammed or something. It's completed, without any glitches.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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