29 Weeks and Counting

Harini genap 29 minggu. Alhamdulillah. Semakin hari semakin hampir mencecah angka 3*. Harini juga dah 44 hari bertapa di hospital. Dah macam2 orang keluar masuk wad. I'm still here. I'll still be here for another 3-5 weeks.

Alhamdulillah... Allah masih izinkan baby teman ummi dan ayah
Alhamdulillah... darling hubby masih dapat bertahan melayan kerenah wife di hospital dan mengurus jadual harian so that sempat melawat.
Alhamdulillah... medical team yang sentiasa concern and professional walaupun tengok muka ni tak keluar2 lagi.
Alhamdulillah... support dari family and friends turut banyak membantu.

Bukan mudah nak melalui hari2 di wad. Keadaan emosi sendiri turun naik. Termasuk juga emosi suami... orang yang paling dekat dan paling merasai bila isteri tiada di rumah. Kadang2 tak sangka perasaan tu boleh jadi tersangat2 fragile. Yang amat2 perlukan sign "handle with care" dan mungkin juga peringatan tambahan "EXTREMELY fragile". InsyaAllah may we be able to go through this phase in our life.

I hope I'll be able to go back and experience some normal life before we experience the next phase i.e. phase with baby. Life will forever be different. Everything will revolve around baby's needs. The same way I made adjustments to my life so I can have more time with hubby, adjustments have to be made so I can have more time with baby. I'm lucky I can experience different phases in my life which goes more or less like below...
- Single working lady, staying with family
- Single working lady, staying alone
- Married lady, full time job
- Married lady, freelancing
Soon it will be...
- Mom, freelancing :)

I've also had changes in my career. It may require some changes again in my next phase of life as a mom. We shall see. That's the good thing about being flexible and not tied up with any organization hoping you'll retire there. Life can be adjusted according to our needs. Alhamdulillah for life's pleasures.