Today is a very difficult day. Last night, I lost a dear friend. I talked about her being diagnosed with cervical cancer stage 4 in one of previous post. Yesterday, friends and families were allowed to visit her at the hospital outside visiting hours. That's not good news. I can't describe my feelings when I saw her lying in bed with all the wires. Thank God hubby accompanied me. Met many friends but it wasn't a joyous occasion. I got the news that she's gone just as we reached home. But the news didn't really sink in. I thought they must have been mistaken. This morning with all the condolences and burial arrangement being shared, it was difficult to hold myself together. Went to her house, solemn atmosphere. I can't say anything to her family without crying so I just hug her sisters tight.
For 2 months her family took care of her. Despite me not able to keep in touch as often as I want but I know she'll be there for me. She visited me several times when I was in the hospital last time. Semoga tempat persemadian mu menjadi taman Syurga untuk mu. Semoga keluarga arwah tabah dengan pemergian insan tersayang. You'll be remembered in my prayers insyaAllah my dear friend. O Allah, pls accept her in Your Jannah. Let our end be as good... on Friday barakah, surrounded by family and friends.
Al-Fatihah
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| You're no longer with us here. We'll meet in Jannah insyaAllah. Semoga diberikan kebaikan yang tidak putus2 di Barzakh and Jannah. |
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