Moving on for others and me

 It's been a year since Covid-19 wreck havoc with most of our life. I have not bothered with KKM or MKN press conference anymore. Bila teringat, baru cari info di FB KKM. Ada yang forward di group WA pun I didn't download images so tak nampak pun berapa jumlah jangkitan, kluster dan sebagainya. The number matters very much of course because that determines how much longer the MCO will continue. 

However, until Covid-19 disappears or everybody in the world (80%) of the country's population and the world's population - get vaccinated, whether there's MCO or not didn't really matter. Our movements and freedom to do whatever we want, will still be affected. Others have moved on and get on with their lives. It still shocked me to see people go hangout at their favorite makan place, jem sana jem sini and tempat viral penuh dengan pengunjung, anak2 kecil berlari2 di kedai... I still only go out very sparingly. 

Diri sendiri kena jaga diri sendiri kan. Tak kuasa nak bising2 agar orang lain jangan buat itu jangan buat ini, duduk rumah jika tiada keperluan mendesak... they want to move on, they want to live like they are living... they take their own risk. I'm still hesitant... walaupun ada org kata kalau dah takdir nak kena, akan kena juga... I'm doing my effort to protect me. Kena ada do'a usaha ikhtiar baru ler tawakal kan. 

But, kalau dapat jer kebenaran rentas negeri, I will be among the many yang akan bergerak cross daerah. Rindu dah dengan cucu2. Rindu dah dgn family di 'luar negeri'. Diorang dah PKPP and I've been isolating. Takder isu lah nak berjumpa kan.

I will also be among the many yang akan melawat kedai2 di "luar negeri". Dah lama berhajat nak cuci mata di kedai2 tu. Semoga dapat sedikit keceriaan alang2 dah tak boleh travel ker luar negara kan. Kedai2 dalam negeri ni, belum ada mood nak pergi. Risau pulak bila kita ingat weekdays tak ramai orang tapi tetap jadi tumpuan manusia yang dah tiada tempat lain lagi nak mencuci mata.

Mood dengan healthy lifestyle pun terbantut bila sekadar pusing2 taman. Nak pergi taman2 di daerah sebelah, daerah sendiri masih PKPB. Masih belum boleh ke Putrajaya walaupun ada jer yang dah up gambar mereka di Putrajaya. Sah2 ler tak ikut peraturan tapi itu keputusan mereka lah kan. Kalau kena 10k, sendiri tanggung lah kan 😅