Today is one of the rare good day for me. At least, for now.
I woke up some time after 2 a.m. last night, managed to fall asleep again and woke up in the morning feeling quite OK. I threw up before breakfast and then I feel quite fine. Alhamdulillah for this rare moments. I'm starting to feel the urge to purge whatever it is in my gut but the few hours of peace gives me some time to think of positive thoughts. Baby is on the way :) However bad I was feeling, some women never have the chance to experience it at all. Isn't that something to think about? I've met many women who shared how they have gone through miscarriages... one, for eight times, some who tirelessly went to specialist after specialist, and others with their own stories of failures and success. Families who longed for children but can't have their own. So Alhamdulillah for this experience. I hope the good day will continue since I have class tomorrow so I'm going to rest now. The nausea is getting stronger.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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