Creating Happy Moments... Purely for Self-Satisfaction

It is not often that I can sit, relax and enjoy the beach. This holiday I managed to do that. After a harrowing experience yesterday, I'm content with my nice spot under the shade, lying on the beach chair, listening to the sound of the wave and enjoying the sea view.

I may not like to do this often as I prefer doing activities during holiday instead of just gazing at the sea... but today is one of the exception. Yesterday during one of our island hopping stop,  hubby and I got swept away by the strong current. We tried to get to our boat but getting farther and farther instead. Hubby could probably managed to swim to our boat by himself but I'm not a strong swimmer and I'd panicked if he left me alone. So we hold on to a buoy till our boat came to us.

Last night, I have this unbelievable violent feeling that I'm shaking trying to control it. Yeah sometimes shit happens.  Make fertiliser loh... This morning's long walk managed to clear my head and probably all the unreleased energy. Reacting to the situation only means I'm not in control of my  action and situation. So I choose to take control instead. My choice is to be happy on a holiday and damn I will. Excuse my expletives. I think a little bit of that negative energy still lingers. Be gone! I'll continue creating happy moments for myself.