Semalam mimpi pelik. Tertido sebelum sempat baca 3 Qul... mula lah mimpi bukan2. I have to marry another man. Konon2 ada perjanjian lama antara family and I have to fulfil it despite already being married. Yer... kena berpoligami gitu except in this case I'll have two husbands. They were so disappointed that I am already married tapi janji tetap janji.
Scene dalam mimpi was at new husband family house after wedding ceremony. I wasn't happy kena kawin paksa tapi sebagai someone yang taat perintah Allah, kena taat pada suami. I have no choice but be nice to him. He's a big guy, very very dark with balding head and thick moustache. Takut sangat tau.
Ada sekali tu dia suruh ambilkan tali pinggang and I saw tali pinggang bersusun berderet2 macam2 warna and jenis. At first I didn't know which one so he pointed at one and I managed to find the right one lepas belek a few. I sheepishly said I have to get to know his belts after this. Ada gak terfikir dia ni pukul wife dengan tali pinggang ke? Macam2 tali pinggang ada.
Rumah tu tengah ramai saudara-mara. Even sis was there tengah potongkan kek. Darling boy adib pun ada and I entertained him nak makan kek dengan minum kopi. Hubby jer yang tak der. Dalam keadaan terpaksa and helpless tu tiba2 datang rational thoughts. How can I be married to him? It can't be legal. If I got pregnant, saper ayahnyer? Hubby can't possibly accept dimadukan kan! Hahaha... sounded funny when phrased like that. So I decided to call hubby. Tengah nak cakap dengan hubby suddenly that man datang berdiri sebelah. Seriously terus rasa takut and duk cakap hello! Hello! Banyak kali kat hubby. Lepas tu terus terjaga and istighfar.
Hubby... I love you OK. Tak pernah terfikir nak kawin orang lain tau. I didn't know how I could even dream something like that. It's not like I watched malay drama or movies or ada bercerita pasal kawin paksa ker. Semalam tak tengok tv sangat pun sebab ada mood nak kemas rumah and cuci bilik air. Kalau tengok tv pun layan channel 710 or 701 jer tau. Citer spy, tembak2, siasat2 murder cases... tak ada drama. Hmmm... pelik betul mimpi tu. Woke up at 4 nak peluk hubby, hubby takder pulak. Isy... tak sabar nak tunggu hubby balik.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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