Emosi tak stabil since hubby busy. So... bukan bila outstation yang berpanjangan jer jadi emosi tak stabil ni. Bila busy sangat pun sama rupanya. First time ever since we got married hubby is this busy. Gua sangat tension sama itu GST. Hubby balik lambat, sampai rumah pun masih communicate dengan phone. Tak menyempat2 nak buka laptop sambung kerja. Kadang2 terasa macam cakap denga dinding atau tunggul pun ada gak. I ended up malas nak cakap sebab kalau cakap tak der respon nanti jadi sakit hati. But... ini hanya sementara. Sampai system stabil insyaAllah. Kena tunggu time reporting nanti another round of extreme busy-ness. Sure ada bug nak kena fix. I understand his work. Been there done that.
Allah nak tunjuk sikit jer keadaan macam ni. Bayangkan ada some marriage that this is their norm. Nauzubillah. How empty that must have been. Dugaan yang meminta umatNya meletakkan kebergantungan hanya pada Allah. Bukan manusia. Lucky for us dugaan begini ialah exception. Hati masih berbunga2 bila hubby cuba juga nak gembirakan hati isteri dia ni walaupun kadang2 nampak dah tak berdaya nak buka mata. Cuba nak berbual tapi boleh terlelap. Cuba nak curi masa duduk di taman walaupun sekejap jer dah mula bersuara "ehhh... kerja... kerja... kerja banyak ni!"
Anyway, hubby balik outstation last night. This morning we went to his office for a while and then to nearby Maybank kiosk. He wanted to deposit some cheques while I wanted to register my Tabung Haji account with Maybank via the ATM. Hubby completed his task quicker and was already in the car communicating on his phone about work. I got in and remarked about my experience registering my TH account via the ATM. Krik... krik... krik... no response. We're still not moving. Hubby's still texting. I saw an interesting looking tree outside. The fruits looked like grapes. I told hubby about the tree and it's fruits. Krik... krik... krik... no response.
Then in the same tone I talked about my ATM experience and the tree outside, I calmly said "abang, perempuan bogel" and he looked up. Hahahahaha.... terus kena tarik telinga. Wahhh... wahhh... wahhh... tiba2 baru perasan ada orang berkata2 di sebelah rupanya. And that become joke of the day kih kih kih... lepas ni nak get his attention dah tau dah keyword :D Kelakar tau abang. Demi kesinambungan manusia sejagat, men's brain is probably wired that way agaknya hahahaha...
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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