What Change?

For a while, I realize my blog has less things that I used to enjoy. Only recently I felt like zaman dulu2. Weekend jer nak cari hutan ker, holiday ker or do something different. Ada kawan2 yang considered as 'baru' kenal remarked sekarang dah start minat naik gunung lah... jungle trekking lah. I told them those were nothing new. I used to enjoy doing all those activities.

So what change?

Being a wife with a full time job causes me to change my lifestyle. So many things to do on weekend which involves urusan rumah tangga and also work. Then bila dah freelance, mula2 sibuk jugak sediakan training2 baru and adapt to new lifestyle. In between, ada masalah2 kesihatan. Difficult pregnancy, miscarriage and confinement. Then Masters class begins.

Sekarang...

1. No more Masters classes and Masters thesis at the back of my mind that enjoying myself on weekend feel like neglecting the thesis work even if I actually ended up not doing anything anyway. Terasa freee.... sangat2 :D Ada hati jugak nak sambung permanent head damage tapi bila bayangkan betapa free nyer rasa sekarang, hmmm.... nak ke ni back to previous routine?

2. There has not been weekdays that were so full with training that I'm new to. If there is, time would be most likely spent on preparation. There has not been much outstation training early this year too. Local training terasa macam day job biasa jer.

3. We do not have Astro now, just HyppTV. I used to enjoy CSI or NCIS or whatever similar program they have on weekend. I grow out of it. For a while, Travel Channel on HyppTV was OK. It's getting repetitious now. I grow out of them too. Ternyata sekarang semua tu membuang masa kan. Lagha hehehe... no more TV, or at least minimal TV.

4. We used to enjoy doing things as a big family. Then the big boys grow up and got busy with school things. Getting everyone to be around has started to become a challenge. Not school holiday lagi lah payah. Kalau mak sue nak tunggu masa semua free, that will not happen often. I might not have the chance to do things I want if I waited for the right circumstances. I might not be healthy later, I may have to curb my activities for whatever reason, there are so many maybes. I can't afford to wait.

5. Semangat untuk healthy lifestyle masih berterusan. Rasanya ini lah pendorong paling kuat. Running, jogging, memang not my style. So perlu buat aktiviti2 yang sendiri suka buat. I cannot wait for people to do things. Kalau dulu bila hubby takder, buat apa pun rasa tak best. Sekarang semangat lain... husband juga yang galakkan supaya kurus :) Besides, hubby ada activity2 dia like badminton or futsal or swimming. Not my preferred activities.

So hopefully sementara masih diizinkan untuk beriadah begini, I'll grab the chance.