5th Try

This morning's surprise

I thought last weekend my menses started but it happens to be just spotting. With all the physical changes I'm experiencing, I decided to give HPT a try. Glad I did because if I waited till 6 weeks... I normally don't have good luck at 6 weeks. At least this time, I can take preventive measures. Original plan of going to Nilai 3 has to be scrapped for hospital visit. I don't have any appointment and referral letter of course but since the hospital has been scheduling pre-pregnancy appointments for me before, I decided to try my luck. I found a good parking spot. Normally it is almost impossible to find a parking spot at the hospital.

I approached a nurse, explained my situation and they asked me to wait while they ask the doctor about my situation. Then my friend who's a gynae there saw me and took my card. Things seemed to work smoothly this morning. There were not many people at all. I later found out there was no scheduled appointments on Friday. At 5 weeks based on first day of LMP, nothing much can be seen during the scan but we saw baby of course. Prescribed Duphaston that has helped my pregnancy go beyond 6 weeks before, and preventing bleeding, I felt much better.

On my way back, stopped to buy Anmum, soy milk, yakult and some groceries. I shall not worry about my weight now. I must eat healthily while I can. I don't really have much appetite this few days. I can eat but the thought of eating and thinking what to eat isn't appealing at all. I hope I will not be throwing up so bad like last time. Have to wait till 8th weeks to find out if it'll happen or whether I'll be OK. I really hope I'll be OK because I have training scheduled every week till early July i.e. my 9th week. Last time doctors suggest they do a procedure to tie uterus opening to prevent baby from aborting early around 13 weeks of pregnancy. My 13th weeks is a week before Aidilfitri. We'll see how things goes and what are the doctor's advice.

My darling boy Adib asyik cakap dia abang Adib. Hopefully, he'll get a baby sister or brother insyaAllah.  If pregnancy goes full term, baby will be around early next year. I'm having mixed feeling with this surprise. I thought maybe no rezeki for us already. I'll continue feeling apprehensive till I can see baby's heartbeat. Till then, do whatever possible on our side to take the best care of my pregnancy. The rest, only Allah knows. My prayers that this time, we will have a good news.

لاحول ولا قوة إلا بالله العلي العظيم

 There is no power and no strength, save with Allah, the High, the Great