Yesterday I visited a friend who has delivered her baby about a month ago. My first close contact with baby after mine passed away. 8th April is 3rd month after delivery for me. I have to heal. There's no two way for it. I was fine. We talked about my darling baby too. I have to hold myself in check once. But I was fine.
Talking about baby reminds me about him in loving way. Reliving every precious moments with a smile in my heart. I may cry though but I'm fine. I love thinking about him. He's waiting for us ayah and ummi, and may we put in extra effort to better our ibadah so we can meet him in jannah. Dear Allah, please convey my loving salam to my darling baby.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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