I don't feel really perky today. Feeling quite lethargic and experiencing headache now. Not so sure what's causing it. However, managed to clean up my room, sweep and change bed linen, fold clothes, 2 rounds of laundry and make tomyam seafood for dinner. Yesterday's dinner leftovers was for breakfast, bread for lunch, nuts and bread for afternoon snack and vermicelli tomyam for early dinner.
I was also feeling quite overwhelmed with some unfinished task. There's the material that I need to prepare for a long overdue project, new material requested for an unconfirmed training and I need to be mentally prepared for a new 4-days training in 2-weeks time. Materials are ready, just my final preparation. I shouldn't feel overwhelmed but I just do. Maybe I'm thinking of my research proposal currently with second reader, income tax filing, election (macam lah kita yang bertanding), the unexpected holiday soon (ter-holiday pulak... tak sengaja. hehehe... ), the planned holiday after my 4-days training and I also better use my book voucher before going to end-of-month holiday (next month). Rugi lah kalau expired kan.
Last Monday I had a grueling swimming lesson. I've been learning with a female instructor. A member of my school alumni. It so happened we bumped into her younger brother at the swimming pool and he's more experienced in teaching not to mention a background from sports school. I must have accidentally drank cups of water from the pool. Yuckkyyy... cough! cough! And with coughing comes heavy chest and difficulty breathing. Not wheezing yet though. Nak mati rasanya tapi sebab hujan selebat2nya pun redah juga nak belajar swimming punya pasal, ku gagahi jua buat semua task. On my 3rd session, I felt OK. 4th session felt clumsy again. Not sure whether there'll be class next Monday as my female instructor would be busy with her wedding preparation.
I'm feeling hungry now. I drank lemon tea earlier. The lemon must have caused stomach juice to process food faster and I'm hungry again. Duh! Camana nak diet nih!!?? Must get oats and low fat milk for healthier breakfast, couscous for rice alternatives and tiba-tiba terasa nak buat nasi mandy. Beef will do as there's no lamb. Must be because I'm hungry right now.
In between all the above feelings, I glanced longingly at my new sewing machine thinking when can I sit down quietly, feeling relaxed and doing the projects I've been thinking of. Since I saw some re-purposing ideas on jeans, I've been thinking of so many things I can do with some of my old clothes. Sabar... sabar... Let's eat something so I can sleep peacefully tonight.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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