Di bawah tapak kaki kanan ada bengkak right at the foot arch and smack in the middle of the foot. On the 12th day today. I can feel it when I walk. Last Friday it throbbed like nobody's business right after cooking. I can feel the pain right up to my shoulder and elbow. I soaked my feet with warm water and salt and it felt slightly better.
The next day I went shopping. Really wanted to see if my right foot throbbed again. It didn't. Sunday I went to career fair with one of the boys, letting him have a look and feel how looking for job looks like and what requirement most companies are looking for. It didn't throbbed and I later went for a massage in Klang.
Yesterday shopping again macam seseorang yang baru terlepas dari kurungan jer lagaknyer. Barang2 keperluan pun ada, barang2 kehendak pun ada. Cukup2 lah tu test kaki kononnya. Sebenarnya nak shopping tu yang lebih. Just nak nampak kelainan sikit pada rumah dengan tukar langsir and tambah accessories like gantung frame gambar and simple things like that. Bagi rumah nampak fresh sikit. And letting me do something different.
Kalau routine hari2 cuci baju, masak tu hari2 pun tak pernah habis. Masak pun menu biasa2 jer. Nak masak yang lain2 sket, lauk kat pasar tu macam takder yang menarik. Kalau harga mahal ikan nyer or udang nyer cantik takper jugak. Alhamdulillah dapat juga masak tak kisah lauk apa pun lepas berbulan2 makan lauk spital dan lauk beli.
Kemas rumah generally OK lah though still can be improved. Nak panggil cleaner pun dah rasa tak berbaloi sebab slowly kemas sikit2. Pokok2 kat taman pun mana yang dah kering kontang tak dapat diselamatkan lagi, cantas jer. Ada juga yang bertunas balik. Cantik jer daunnyer. So basically I'm starting to continue living, mengharapkan yang terbaik di dunia dan akhirat. Anakanda sentiasa dalam ingatan. Tabah lah hati melihat baby orang lain, tabahlah hati bila lalu dibahagian barangan bayi dan mainan. Tabah lah hati bila rindu. Focus on the eternal life in the hereafter.
Sibuk pulak dengan cerita mysterious disappearance of MH370. Hmm... buat waris2, letak lah harapan hanya pada yang Satu. SAR memang perlu diteruskan kerana ada kebarangkalian mereka masih hidup dan memerlukan bantuan. Namun sekiranya sejarah Air France berulang, redha dan focus on the hereafter. Cara itu dapat beri ketenangan, cara itu dapat beri harapan. Life must go on.
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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