I painstakingly finish my training for the day and the last for the month. I felt so weak today but I brave all the questions and walking up and down the class checking my participant's exercise on their monitor screen. It could be because of the 18 days training I have to conduct this month. Our monthly target is only 8 days. Imagine standing all day, not enough water to drink or you'll keep excusing yourself to go to the ladies and talking till your mouth's dry. Multiply the effect 18 days. I also felt a bit chilly during the later part of the day. My initial thought, could be because it rained a bit today. Anyway, tomorrow is a public holiday and I'm taking leave on Friday so I can have all the rest I need and do any thing I want to do this weekend.
Only when I reach home I realize I'm coming down with something. All my joints are feeling painful and my skin is very sensitive to touch. Oh oh I'm coming down with something and I don't want to be sick during the holiday. I changed clothes and wrap myself up and I can feel my throat getting more and more sore as I swallowed and my body burning up.
I doze of at 8 p.m., woke up 1 hour later and situation doesn't seem to improve :( Not that I want to go out and celebrate Merdeka but I wish I'm not sick. Am I less patriotic for not wishing to join Merdeka celebration? If patriotism is determined by whether you do this or that or fly the flag, then why don't we also based it on the flag size. This morning on my way to work I can see a sorry excuse of a flag draped over Bangunan UMNO (PWTC). In comparison, a 4-storey school nearby my apartment hangs a very huge flag that covers the whole building and SIME Darby also draped a very huge flag on one side of the building at Jln Raja Laut. Anyway, that is a different story.
I checked TV schedule and there doesn't seem to be anything interesting tonight. So here I am, blogging while lying down, lots of pillows to support my back with laptop on my lap. Sigh! I'm feeling a bit hungry but no mood to eat anything. Drinking lots of water is supposed to be good for me but going to the loo is such a chore. And the water is cold. I suppose I better stop here before I rant on and on about my fever. Pray for my good health. Thanks :)
Sunflower gives the connotation of cheerfulness, bright, jolly, merry... you get the idea! However, if any content in this blog didn't fit the cheerfulness implied by its name, look at it this way... I'm putting down all the wretchedness, gloom, melancholy feeling in here so I can continue living up to the expectation of making the association to the sunflower.
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